Insomniac (Darker Times)

[Chorus]
I Feel like an insomniac
OxyContin in my backpack
Just to get the mind to calm
(just to calm)
Numb the pain inside my brain
Swear to god I’m going insane
But I fucking hate that she’s gone
I Feel like an insomniac
OxyContin in my backpack
Just to get the mind to calm
(just to calm)
Numb the pain inside my brain
Swear to god I’m going insane
But I fucking hate that she’s gone

[Verse 1]
I feel like I’ve lost all
Puts me in a trust fall
Drown my needs with alcohol, I
Feel like I was trying
Now it feels like I am dying
I don’t want to try at all, I
Hear what you’ve been saying
Voice replaying in brain
Keep myself awake all night
I keep myself awake all night
I keep myself awake
(just sleep)

[Verse 2]
I haven’t slept for so long
Feelin’ like I’m gone gone gone gone
Wishing that I’d done more
Pills, Bottles
Stained floor with my words
So long, long, long
Mixing drinks
Taking pills
Makes you feel like I don’t lose something real
Like I don’t lose something real
Something so real
Say sleep
Will come soon (Will it?)
But don’t trap my mind inside this empty room
I think of you
I dream of you
I drink for you

[Chorus]
I Feel like an insomniac
OxyContin in my backpack
Just to get the mind to calm
(just to calm)
Numb the pain inside my brain
Swear to god I’m going insane
But I fucking hate that she’s gone
I Feel like an insomniac
OxyContin in my backpack
Just to get the mind to calm
(just to calm)
Numb the pain inside my brain
Swear to god I’m going insane
But I fucking hate that she’s gone

[Ending Verse]
I should go to sleep
(go to sleep)
I should go to bed
I should go to sleep
(I need to go to bed)

[Outro]
I fuckin’ can’t sleep
Fuck