​insomnia

[Chorus: austyn with a y]
I ache
I'm at the bottom of the bottle and I can't shake
I got a feeling in my bones
Won't be here longer than I have to
Lot less stronger than I used to be
Got a long road ahead of me
(Sometimes I-)

[Verse: austyn with a y]
'Cause I'm wasting away and I got nothing to show
I've been getting so high, so I stop feeling as low as I have
I wish you had my back
There'd be so many nights
That I would spend all alone
With a tear in my eye
And memories on my phone
I don't know
Where to go
From here

[Verse: swazy*]
I been shining lights In the lighthouse
My whole life been stuck In the dark, will he ever make it out
Let's find out
Mom should've put me in timeout just a little longer
I can't even cry now I hope she see me gettin' stronger
Swim with perfect strides now I'm in open water
Really wanna die now, I can't even call her
Shorty wanna dine out but I'm losing my appetite
All this self-isolation surely can't make me a socialite

[Chorus: austyn with a y]
I ache
I'm at the bottom of the bottle and I can't shake
I got a feeling in my bones
Won't be here longer than I have to
Lot less stronger than I used to be
Got a long road ahead of me

[Outro: austyn with a y]
(Sometimes I fall asleep and wish I don't wake up, sometimes)