Inside Out

I never thought I'd fly away
So here I stay
And I never thought I'd
See your face so close to mine
And the greens that turn to grey are in a purgatory phase
And I can't seem face the kind of future
That the world has in place for me
And all my dreams are never as they seem
And now the daylight's pulling me
Into reality
It's time to goodbye to things I need
Things I've lost
And the things I have forgot
And furthermore I never want to face the future
I'm happy now, but does it last?
But why does everything just end?
It isn't fair, where did it go?
And why did time look so seductive in that dress?
And all the blood, and all the cures
They never give the full restore
I need to breathe, it's tearing me
Inside out