Inside My Mind Part 1

[Verse 1]
All alone
A thousand people in the room
It don't make no difference
Cause it's how I feel at home
Got no one to talk to
And you got shit to do
But no motives that'll pass through
And I know how it feels dog
I swear
People think you mean
Lean, sipping 17
Bubbles in my spleen
Can't control myself
Know it's bad for my health
Gotta care for myself
If I'm keeping it a hundred bitch I lie to myself
I know it's bad
I know it's bad
I know that things can change
I won't give up

[Verse 2]
Hide my eyes
It's hard to find the lies
When they under disguise
Fighting demons in the night
Leaving me hopeless
Feeling so broken
Like I'm not there, my identity stolen
Satan pops pills, then cops grills you know it
Money shots kill, and egos get swollen
How do I stop my own from getting too potent
I'm not trying to be the one mixing the potions
I know, things can change
Rearrange, I know that I have not been the same
I feel these feelings I cannot tame and
I been on my own shit
I been all alone shit
My heart been too cold and
I been on my own shit
I been all alone shit
My heart been too cold and

[Verse 3]
I know I'm not the only one
But it be feeling like it
The only one that cares
The only one that's there
The only one that's really going through the shit
Commits and uses it
Heart cold finding that im useless