Insecurity

Insecurity
Fear has trapped me
Inside myself
I can't breath
I face the floor
My world's empty
I hate my life
But I can't leave

I watch it ring my skull
(Ring my skull)
I feel it touch my brain
I've tried to get out
I can't let you in
It's a red room with nothing
No panic button

Insecurity
Anger drains me
Eats through me
Like a starved disease
I'm shutting down
My systems failing
The will to live
Is leaving me

I watch it rip my skull
I feel it torch my brain
I've tried to get out
I can't let you in
It's a dead room with nothing
No panic button

Insecurity
Fetal position
Insecurity
Self crucifixion
Insecurity
Twisting in rage
Too scared to move
From the corner of my cage

Insecurity
Laughs back at me
The way I look
The way they stare
Armor's cracked
Strength is fading
My safety net's
No longer there