​insecurities

[Intro]
I'm not okay
I'm crumbling
Please go away

[Chorus]
I hate all of my features, I wish I could look different
I wish I could turn back time and maybe listen
To myself when I wasn't insecure
I wish I could learn how to make it work
But I can't
All this time I never knew my worth

[Verse]
I look at myself and hate it all
Drowning in these lies, it's all my fault
You hate me, that's why I always feel so lost
Stranded in the ocean, I'm drowning within
Under my skin
I'm never right to begin with
I wanna break every mirror in my own house
And leave nothing but my feelings so I dwell upon my doubts
I don't know if I could ever love myself
Selfish
I could never help it
Always fear that you are telling
Me to let go, I'm jealous
You would push me down
And let me bleed first
I always get hurt
I always hate my face
So I'll cover it up
And tell myself that
One day I'll erase mistakes

[Chorus]
I hate all of my features, I wish I could look different
I wish I could turn back time and maybe listen
To myself when I wasn't insecure
I wish I could learn how to make it work
But I can't (Can't)
All this time I never knew my worth