[Chorus]
I won't ever find myself I swear
I get so mad I can't do shit but stare
I look in the mirror and get so insecure
I'm not sure who I am anymore
I won't ever find myself I swear
I get so mad I can't do shit but stare
I look in the mirror and get so insecure
I'm not sure who I am anymore
[Verse]
I get so pissed and I hate it, I know I'm not me just say it
My posture sucks and I'm breaking my back just to stand, but I won't say shit
Everybody use my energy like I'm a fucking phone
They like "Kais is fucking stupid god I bet he'll never know"
Yеah I notice, It's hard to know shit
I don't really talk to them bеcause I'm too damn focused
Too damn focused on drams that I have you should know this
If I ever give this up because some bullshit in my head I'll regret
Till I die, I'll regret it till I'm dead
Shit don't make sense
How am I supposed to get this off my chest?
I been trying my best, they're not impressed
How am I supposed to feel when I can't rest?
[Chorus]
I won't ever find myself I swear
I get so mad I can't do shit but stare
I look in the mirror and get so insecure
I'm not sure who I am anymore