[Verse 1]
God loves a trier, pain is the thing I acquire
A mental desire, can someone make it end?
Fanning the fire, watching the flames burn higher
I'm not a liar but they don't understand
[Chorus]
(Y-T-I-N-A-S-N-I)
[Verse 2]
Where is the meaning? When will you choke on your screaming?
Why does this feeling never ever stop?
Do I have choices? Talking with you, but without voices
Tearing up noises but I will never give up
[Chorus]
E-D-I-C-I-U-S
You were once my dearеst friend
S-U-I-C-I-D-E
I guess you werеn't meant for me
[Verse 3]
Am I in pieces tumbling down?
Wish that you could save me now
It's a disease 'cause I don't know how
To see what's wrong or right way around
[Verse 4]
Thinking in reverse, thoughts are too loud
Where does it end? Now I'm starting to doubt
Bruises are purple and everything is loud
So sick and tired I can't even shout