Track 6 from ‘Trapdoors & Secret Passageways’
A very dark song detailing the inner struggles between humans and their personal demons.
[Intro]
He was just a normal man, but something got into him
He became demon possessed
[Verse 1]
Vices and virtues, hard to juggle
Life is a circle, a dark struggle
Harsh jungle, the strong will survive
I solve puzzles that torture the mind
Caught in a bind, sinking in quick sand on the decline
I think I can withstand, trying to cope with the stress and anxiety
I've lost hope, I'm a threat to society
I'm a zombie
I'm a sleepwalker
Kamikaze, got a mean aura
Life is very spooky if I am not wrong
It's like a scary movie without the popcorn
This minute probably after decide to give chase
I flee the body snatchers and tried to win race
Torment, my head will spin and I'll vomit
Haunted by skeletons in the closet
[Chorus]
The soldiers, the guards, the sentries
I know that the odds are against me
I'm colder, I'm darker, I'm empty
It's over, the horror will end me
The soldiers, the guards, the sentries
I know that the odds are against me
I'm colder, I'm darker, I'm empty
It's over, the horror will end me
[Vocal sample]
You need spiritual weapons to fight this war
You fight spirit with spirit
It is a spiritual warfare
[Verse 2]
Hate hypocrites, lot of nerve, don't have shame
Play innocent and the first to cast blame
They preach loud but they have sinned though
I peek out the stained glass window
In pain now, there's no help it seems
I came down with low self esteem
My mood swings, there were brighter days
I grew wings, dared to fly away
A fire blazed from the bottom of my heart
Have drive and rage but it's sorrow in the dark
Grief and tension, bleak, I'm in deep depression
Meek as I heed the lesson
I need the blessings, they're posing a threat
The demons crept in, my soul is possessed
Dampened spirits, I'm ill with cold and flu
A champ who's fearless, but still I'm vulnerable
In sea of doubt, I've sided the shark fins
Weep and pout, view life through a dark lens
I shake on a winter evening
I'm facing my inner demons
[Chorus]
The soldiers, the guards, the sentries
I know that the odds are against me
I'm colder, I'm darker, I'm empty
It's over, the horror will end me
The soldiers, the guards, the sentries
I know that the odds are against me
I'm colder, I'm darker, I'm empty
It's over, the horror will end me
[Vocal sample]
Once the one demon gets in he brings his friends in as well, and once they grab ahold of you, they take control of you, then you're not yourself anymore
Then you destroy yourself, and you destroy other people, and you are in bondage, you cannot do anything about it
You become a captive of satan
Inner Demons was written by Lone Ninja.
Inner Demons was produced by Lord Beatjitzu.
Lone Ninja released Inner Demons on Tue Nov 26 2013.