Inherit My Misery

Trapped in a deserted wasteland of emotion
The internal storm brews with no salvation
Bracing for the worst
I've grown to love the hurt
For it's all pain that I deserve
Gloom reigns dreariness across the sky
As life continues to deteriorate around me
I endure the affliction of my Melancholys song
As I languish in this life of mortality
The broken mirror shows the cause of my misery
The scars have gone and calloused my heart
As I breathe in the bitter pain of existence
Inherit my fucking misery
You will never hate me as much
As I hate my fucking self
You will never
I am struggling and suffocating
Always longing for the pains fucking ending
Confined in a capsized boat
As the waves of depression pull me under
I was only meant to die
And never attain any semblance of happiness
I marched my way down the path
I was only meant to die
And never attain any semblance of happiness
I marched my way down this path of desolation
You just watched me decompose
I mean nothing!
Nothing to any of you
So forgotten and disregarded
Let the blood fill my lungs
As I cherish the moments of bliss we held so dear
Let the earth fill the void
Left in my lifeless heart
From this world let my soul depart
You will never hate me as much
As I hate my fucking self
You will never
I am struggling and suffocating
Always longing for the pains fucking ending
Struggling and suffocating
Always longing for the pains fucking ending
Struggling and disassociating
Cause I hate my fucking self
Forget me cause I forgot you too