Infirmary

[Verse 1: KEEGO]
Yeah, the pain of my addiction keeps afflicting
The people in my life, I can feel it shifting
I keep on getting worse so why do I resist it?
This is why I'm so damn tired of existence
Every single minute I wish that I could pivot
Think I hit my limit and you know I can't admit it
So I'ma keep on wishing that I could be different
Don't know what I'm missing 'cause I live in isolation
I'll be stuck here all alone in these four walls
Don't know how to deal with all these withdrawals
Taking all these pills and I know it's my fault
Drag me towards the depths where I know I belong
And my mind keeps splitting everyday
Looking both ways, I can't find another way
Please do not resuscitate, take me to my grave
The bugs are growing under and they're waiting for decay

[Verse 2: kill ebola]
Ay, heard the birds time to wake
There's more hurt for today
Snort a perc off the tray
Church said "Burn at the stake"
I've felt worse, add the shakes
'Cause I got work to do to stay
Confused and feel misused
While you earn all the pay
Yuh, to leave me turning in place
Yuh, and leading, learning a play
Yuh, of running, bleeding in space
Yuh, or hunting, feigning his grace
Smothered tar on a hazmat
Yeah, chew another bar, I'ma snack that
Yeah, choose another car, I might crash bad
Yeah, flew a little far, now I'm half mad
Yeah, flew a little far, I can't laugh glad
Yeah, battery low charge, weight in backpack
Yeah, in my head I carve with a black tack
Yeah, fucking bled and starved for exact math
Fucking bled and starved for exact math
Fucking bled and starved for exact math