Infatuation

[Verse 1]
Angles keep calling
Demons keep brawling
Tears from the broken heart souls keep falling
I had my broken by a woman named “K”
A piece of me was dying with her every single day
Addicted to her lovin’ and tender soft touch
A slave to her beauty but I couldn’t give her up
Wherever my lover went I was always right there
The woman of my dreams turnt to a nightmare
Cause I gave you my heart and got nothing in return
But a soul full of scares and the lessons I done learned
Love is patient love is always kind
Love has perfect vision and love is never blind
Love is not a feeling or a tingling up your spin
It’s a gift that we give when we come to the Divine
You gave me fake truth mixed with some real lies
Took some time but I finally realized that

[Chorus]
You can’t make me love you if I don’t
You can’t make me love you if I won’t
You can’t change my heart
Your trying too hard
You can’t make me love no I won’t

[Verse 2]
UH and too that women from Connecticut
I apologize for my improper etiquette
I know I broke a heart and a soul that was delicate
But getting away from you was truly the best median
Them words are harsh but I pray you understand
The Jonathan you was furthest thing from a man
I just wanted your body without a ring on your hand
A foolish hypocrite that was falling on sinking sand
But now I see it clearer my biggest enemy was never you
It was the man I was starin in the mirror
Lost in darkness A living breathing carcass
It’s hard to show love when out here living heartless
Vision distorted but now I finally see
I know felt hurt cause we was never meant to be
I gave you fake truth mixed with some real lies
Take some time but I hope you realize that

[Chorus]

[Bridge: Joshua Eze]
Love is not blind infatuation is
Love this logical love this process
You gotta be able to walk in love
Whatever you fall into you get hurt
So when people say I’m falling in love
You are setting yourself up to be hurt
But when you are gradually developed
In love you’re able to process who you
Give your love to many people are so
Infatuated and they open themselves
Up to any and everybody giving everybody
Access to their heart knowing good and well
They’re not mature enough to even handle their own emotion
Do you even know why you were in love?

[Verse 3]
It was never love it was infatuation
Too blind to realize I never had your heart
I was just impatient
Steady chasing hope of the satisfaction
Pursuing wedding bells motivated by attraction
I won’t forget that day in that Red Lobster
Staring and words at my phone like a teleprompter
Girl you nearly stood me up on Valentines day
Showed up two hours late one of the worst days of my life
Embarrassed and ashamed
But now I understand that you were never to blame
I was seeking affection I was seeking to gain
Covering for my flaws an umbrella the rain
Could’ve sworn you was my wife could be
But it was the pride in me
That was guiding me now an eye can see
It’s falling down cause my vision been restored
Cause in His right hand is pleasure forever more