infatuated

[Intro]
Okay, okay, how are you feeling?
Uh, terrible

[Chorus]
Yeah
I got infatuated
I was just hoping and waiting
Only see me on occasion
Still having trouble trying to face it
Gave up my heart, now it's vacant
I know it's bad to say it
But why the fuck is it hurting still if you never contemplate it?

[Verse]
This is not mutual, so no need to make a statement
But I guess it's usual, 'cause I find myself in this place often
I lose my breath when we talking
Down in these streets where I'm walking
Got to be silent, no option, yeah
What do I gotta be for you to notice?
Who do I gotta be for you to want me back?
What do I gotta do to be chosen?
That's something I can't do, and somehow, that's my bad

[Chorus]
Yeah
I got infatuated
I was just hoping and waiting
Only see me on occasion
Still having trouble trying to face it
Gave up my heart, now it's vacant
I know it's bad to say it
But why the fuck is it hurting still if you never contemplate it?