Indigo

A lot of things start to feel little
And Little things feel like a lot
Serotonin drops sentimental
Don’t go running off on me
Stay right here with me, I don’t mind if it’s not forever
I just need to be found right now
I don’t mind that we’re not together
I get lonely, but still get by
Anxious mess but I still get high
Lost myself and they still ask why
I don’t go look, cause I’m scared to try
And all my secrets are hard to keep
The things I sleep with are haunting me
Still don’t know who I want to be
But I think that’s it’s weird the answers not me

These days, these days I feel a little lonely
Trynna catch up with the old me, and what it's like
I can't pretend I'm not a little misty
Wondering if they'll really miss me
When my time's arrived

Too many options that I can’t take
Too many questions thrown in my face
Too many levels, I can’t climb higher
Stuck on this ceiling, I sealed my fate
Too many times that I felt so fake
Too many lines, but I still don’t wait
Too many wrongs I feel like I was born to the right
But I’ve been moving left always
And it’s getting harder to tell if I’m moving at all
Indigo paint for the room, I feel the pressure dissolve
But it builds back up, I get tired for nothing, and still say that I’m ok
Running out of blonde cells left for me
Made too many dumb mistakes lately
Stopped thinking bout the way I feel
And just did what I thought you wanted from me

These days, these days I feel a little lonely
Trynna catch up with the old me, and what it's like
I can't pretend I'm not a little misty
Wondering if they'll really miss me
When my time's arrived