Indigo Blues

[Verse 1]

This a midnight blues,How do I begin?
A indigo painted sky in a shroud of wind
A hourglass full of sand trapping time within
If I could tilt it to reverse and get my time again
Cause I've been counted out more than I was counted in
And I was doubted even more than I was vouched to win
But here I am still standing through the vertigo
The Rain‚Storm‚Hail‚Sleet and the pearly snow
Cause Im too sturdy there's no weather that could curb me yo
Cause Ima journey through the fog and the bad terrain
I'll free solo up a mountain till my battery drain
I'll walk through hell till it freezes up before my eyes
I'll keep spitting till my words get immortalized
Cause Ima fan of myself,Say I can't? Then I will
I'll be damned if I don't look around so much people living normal lives,Let me show you how

[Chorus]

So much troubles that I bottle‚I just hold it in
Cause I've been (I've been) in a struggle but I know i'll win
And I've been treated like a saint even tho I sin
And I've been counting all these blessings even tho it's min
Cause your light would never dimmer if it glows within
Cause I've been (I've been) so bitter but I know I'll win
And when I fumble over hurdles and my hope is thin
Ima get up brush my shoulders here I go again

[Bridge]

Cause Im too real for this s*** (Im too real for this s***)
Im too real for this s***(Im too real for this s***)
Cause Im too real for this s*** uh singing my indigo blues

[Verse 2]

The more I do,Less I say,Leave announcements muted
Cause I maneuver different now‚Keep myself secluded
I keep self improving,Keep my friends fewer,Keep my circle cubic
And then I paint it like a rubik's so when people show their
Colors I can move it uh
The same feather,Same flock how that saying goes?
My vision board got me chilling in a range rove
That only wore it once vibe when I change clothes
Different thorns all stemming from the same rose
My energy is up on levels that it's never been
And evergreen tree in autumn that you've never seen
Cause nowadays I've been feeling like Im hand picked
I gotta stay so driven,I gotta stay so willing
I gotta stay on course,I cannot fail the mission
I cannot see me lose,A falling star in an indigo sky and I promise
Ima see it through

[Chorus]

So much troubles that I bottle,I just hold it in
Cause I've been (I've been) in a struggle but I know i'll win
And I've been treated like a saint even tho I sin
And I've been counting all these blessings even tho it's min
Cause your light would never dimmer if it glows within
Cause I've been (I've been) so bitter but I know I'll win
And when I fumble over hurdles and my hope is thin
Ima get up brush my shoulders here I go again

[Bridge]

Cause Im too real for this s*** (Im too real for this s***)
Im too real for this s***(Im too real for this s***)
Cause Im too real for this s*** uh singing my indigo blues

[Verse 3}

Everybody ain't a King,Every King don't need a crown
That's a tainted picture
All the gold beneath the ground you can't take it with cha
So what's it worth? All it does is fill your grave up quicker
On the surface there's a smile underneath it is a frown
Tryna fake the vigor
Drain the buoyancy out your body cause they need to see
You drown but my faith gives me gills,I can make it bigger
Im a different type,See how my linen's cut
See how my cloth is stitched
Ima burn it down,And Ima swim if I never have to cross the bridge
I won't fix it if the fence doesn't need the mending
Either f*** with me,Or you keep pretending
I gotta take less,I gotta give more,Lets align the vision
Let's unite the mission,Don't tell me there ain't a price
On the life you given,You only given one

[Chorus]

So much troubles that I bottle,I just hold it in
Cause I've been (I've been) in a struggle but I know i'll win
And I've been treated like a saint even tho I sin
And I've been counting all these blessings even tho it's min
Cause your light would never dimmer if it glows within
Cause I've been (I've been) so bitter but I know I'll win
And when I fumble over hurdles and my hope is thin
Ima get up brush my shoulders here I go again

[Bridge]

Cause Im too real for this s*** (Im too real for this s***)
Im too real for this s***(Im too real for this s***)
Cause Im too real for this s*** uh singing my indigo blues