Incidentally

[Verse]
Do you remember back when
I'd really pick you up in the Civic then?
Yeah, I really wanted it, yeah I really wanted this
I found passion when you kissed me on the lips
But you left me feeling so empty
How could you do that?
I really wanna know that
What was on your mind, what made you so not right?
Could you tell me that?
'Cause I don't think you can, the red light I ran
Wrecked me where I stand, yeah
There's a past life that holds on to me and it nurtures me
It really hurts me
Where'd you go, baby?
You ran far away, it's like you get away
Try to escape the pain, but it's stuck in your head
Left me feeling dead
I laid my head and wished the reaper would hold me gently
Her arms wrap around me incidentally, hoping for some hope
Make me feel something
So much I'd rather done than you back when
But I think of how it could have really been
Think of how we could have done it better than
We really could have made a plan
But we always ignore it, you're the one I'm still adoring
Baby, oh, baby