In the walls

[kit.]
Yeah
Pick the nails off the fingertips
To hide the scratches on the chalkboards
Swallow vomit down my throat
Let it burn up your fucking vocal cords
Head spinning, dizzy, body buckle to the floor
Glossy eyes stare at the ceiling
Feeling like I don't know anymore
Shaky feet awake the creaky floorboards
And the hoards of spirits hiding in the walls
Constantly praying on my downfall
Got my self esteem down into a tiny fucking ball
And clip my own wings just to watch me trip
And fucking fall (Uh, uh)

Stuck in a space between time
Liminal cries from the computer try to open up my mind's eye
Time flies but I'm so cruel around myself more than others
(You'rе a dumb piece of shit)
I end up looking likе I'm stubborn
(Be quiet, damn bitch)
So I cry under covers
Thick skin stores the water
Tie rope around my neck
Take my body to the slaughterhouse
Better repurpose than just moping around
I'll disappear now so the ghosts don't have to take me beneath the ground

[plskilquinn]
In the walls I can hear them talk
I know they're all around me
I can hear them scurrying around this house
See, I just had to spit it out
The water from the faucet
It's a [?]...ing black tar, it's in my lungs
Kept it out 'til my fucking ears blow
Feel the stairs flow in a spiral
Like how my own mind will
I see her in this house with me
I bet she's trying to hit me
I know she's around. [Scream]

Every corner, every time of day, she never rests [?]
[?] won't relent so I repent for my sins
For all my [?]
Please, no. Don't fall for me
I can't, no. Please, stop clawing at me
I can't feel anymore. The pain is gone away
I know the rats are all gnawing on my flesh
Smell of death smells so intoxicating [?]
Touch my neck to finally let me win the rest