In the Silence

I sit and stare at the ceiling alone inside my room
I sit alone in the silence I don't know what to do

Put a black hole in my head bitch I'm dead
Never really gave a fuck about what you said
Every day I'm out here fucking chasing bread
Dealing with all this bullshit alone again

Tryna dial you up on the phone an say
I live my life everyday with this emptiness

The sound of your death is a symphony
Inside I know your my enemy
You were never really that into me
I was wholly devoted to you can't you see

Can't you see that I'm wasted I taste it
Every touch that I'm feeling I embrace it
All the moments we created I erase it
Now your sorry ass is locked in my basement
It's Too bad that you can't run and chase him
Fuck it your chained up in the chair you're placed in

I sit and stare at the ceiling alone inside my room
I sit alone in the silence I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do

Here I'm lost in my thoughts every single day
With a minotaur I'm trapped inside this maze
I got fed up with all the games you play
But In the end I'll be the one to win the race

I'm the tortoise playing the long game
You're the hare and you think I'm insane
Tell me whats a little damage to my brain
Compared to what you did to my name

How can you see without your own eyes
How do you see through your own lies
Every second I'm alive compromise

Can't you see that I'm wasted I taste it
Every touch that I'm feeling I embrace it
All the moments we created I erase it
Now your sorry ass is locked in my basement
Its Too bad that you can't run and chase him
Fuck it your chained up in the chair you're placed in

I sit and stare at the ceiling alone inside my room
I sit alone in the silence I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do

How can I be the villain of my own story
Is it OK to murder the lines too blurry
You look ready to die tell me why you in a hurry
Eyes bloodshot red you just wanna hurt me
Bitch you just irk me stop fuckin lurkin
Watch your fucking back cuz your right to worry

We can take a ride in a Hurst
Left my positive thoughts in the dirt
Everyone knows that you are the worst
This the end for you I hope it hurts

I hope it hurts I hope you feel my pain
Hope it rots away your brain
Hope you can not take the weight
I know one day that you will cave

That you will cave