In the Moment

This message here will probably hurt some
What's worse? This is only verse 1
I been hated on way too long
I’d tell you see a shrink, but you're not even worth one
So kick rocks
It's no longer me on the choppin block
It’s my name at the top of charts
You can search all over land and sea
You'll never find another me
You say you got bad news for me?
Come on boo, you're the one who's losin me
He can't get you from point A to point B
I'll carry you from A to Z
Don't stop there...we goin to infinity
With me you could live incredibly
Instead you livin like you single
Where there's guys you mingle
Do yo thing, girl you can’t hurt my ego
You’re the lesser of 2 evils?
Come on, it's obvious we’re equals
We just play different games with different people
But I have come to terms, some will love and some will hate
So I'm just here to delegate
Or should I say decimate
Maybe I should teach you a lesson
After all revenge is my profession
You're new to this thing like a high school freshmen
Pay attention!!
Love is blind and hate got 20/20 vision
Then again loves what put me in this position

(HOOK)
I'm just livin in the moment
Barely going thru the motions
And I’m hoping they don't notice
I'm just livin in the moment
Barely going thru the motions
And I'm hoping they don't notice

(Verse 2)
As for present day...
I've learned to love less and hug more
I will not be the one in heartbreak
I will be the one who devastates
But even when I try to...
They end up in my head
Maybe some things are better left unsaid
She told me she love me
So I asked what's next?
You love me? Well I love your texts
Aiight, I won't lie
Yes, I think your fine
Even when your hair's a wreck
And with no cosmetics, that's when you look your best
But I'm the type of dude
That gotta take gradual steps
Let's not make things so complex
And please don't take this out of context
When it comes to women
I love em all the same
Why should I be the one to blame??
I'm justa player in the game
Zodiac signs a Leo so you know I'm untamed
But hey they say whatever happens, happens
So I just give em what they want, even though it leads to sadness
Like you said…

(HOOK)

(Verse 3)
I'll admit...
There are obstacles that I ain't past yet
But I'll get to them when I run my crash test
From now on, I won't stress
Words to live by
Don't fall in love, fall off a bridge
It prolly hurts less
I'm just doin me...ladies do you
Don't be consumed by all the room and space you're given...
Just understand it's...the hand I'm dealin
Living for today, I forgot about tomorrow
I'll prolly never learn, if it wasn't for you I wouldn't have a picture to burn
I drink to kill the pain...
But I now I feel immune
Drink and drink away... so I don't feel a thing
Feelin like a wolf, you got me lookin at the moon...
I really wonder when my heart got consumed
Its killin me softly, I presume
Drunken words are sober thoughts, or...at least so I thought
Maybe it's just my subconscious
When I'm sober I feel so self-conscious
Then it hit me…
I live in the moment and I'm still lonely
Chasing women couldn't fill this void
I'm done with that...
A broken heart is bout to kill this boy