In The Moment

She say I don’t show enough emotion
Well it’s kind of hard to love when your heart been nearly broken
Some of us we drown in it in our smoking
And the others pops pill, and they mix it with the potion
Some of us we just wanna swim in the ocean
But we can’t get back what we lost and what was stolen
Some of us we just wanna live in the moment
Some of us we just wanna live in the moment

I can’t feel, shawty wanna touch my heart
Put a patek on my wrist so i know it’s real
I’m been crying in my dreams, wishing my inner scars could heal
And when I pass out from the pain, me and my demons make a deal
I don’t get along with my flaws, cause they hard to conceal

I remember getting bullied in middle school
Had a lil crush, my friends said she wasn’t into you
I cannot help that my childhood was difficult
Compared to the others, I looked a lil pitiful
Then I learned that I had words that was lyrical
Made everyone feel all my pain with my syllables
Thank god I’m alive, my mom called me a miracle
I have open wounds in my soul, they not visible

She say I don’t show enough emotion
Well it’s kind of hard to love when your heart been nearly broken
Some of us we drown in it in our smoking
And the others pops pill, and they mix it with the potion
Some of us we just wanna swim in the ocean
But we can’t get back what we lost and what was stolen
Some of us we just wanna live in the moment
Some of us we just wanna live in the moment