“In The End” GUTS RAP SONG

[Verse 1]
I was struggling to find myself
I was gifted, stuck inside my own damn Hell
(But nobody believes me!)
Was a long lost soul, on a long lost road, tell me, who am I now?
(I need somebody to save me!)

[Pre-Chorus]
Am I just another long lost child of the cold?
Do I have hope, or am I all alone?
Do I have God, or somebody to hold?
Can I find love in a world that's full of holes?

[Chorus]
I've been searching for a while, still have nothing I can reach to
Is it suicide doing things people like me do?
Trying to provide for the people that I need to
But I lose myself in the end

[Verse 2]
So, don't you try to tell me what's right, I've been thrown into the thick of it
Found myself gathered with the minute man
If you test me, then, I'll show you what a killer is
Spent most of my days at the end of a knife, was I scared? Well, yeah, a little bit
Found a way to overcome, I told myself, "To hell with it"
Graves are all around me, better bet, I'm 'boutta fill 'em in

I already lost my soul, I don't wanna lose myself again
You know that I've been through more than anyone else here can pretend
And even if I break my sword, fighting for the one who was my only friend
Unleash the beast within

[Pre-Chorus]
Am I just another long lost child of the cold?
Do I have hope, or am I all alone?
Do I have God, or somebody to hold?
Can I find love in a world that's full of holes?

[Interlude]
I've been breaking down again, can't nobody tell me nothing!
Life was my only sin!
And for years, and years, I have been punished!
THEY ALL KNOW I'M FAKING IT!!
Hate these fears I'm overcoming!

I've been breaking down again, and again, and again
Feel that fire deep within
I've been breaking down again, and again, and again
Man, I lost my only friend

[Pre-Chorus]
Am I just another long lost child of the cold?
Do I have hope, or am I all alone?!

[Chorus]
I've been searching for a while, still have nothing I can reach to
Is it suicide doing things people like me do?
Trying to provide for the people that I need to
But I lose myself in the end

[Outro]
I've been searching for a while, still have nothing I can reach to
Is it suicide doing things people like me do?
Trying to provide for the people that I need to
But I lose myself in the end