In the end

[Intro: habition]
I'm so sorry I'm like this
I'm so fuckin' sorry
I just miss you, that's all

[Verse: habition]
Do you remember all those shades of color screaming in the sky?
When life had picked me up and clipped my wings and never let me fly?
I cried so hard into your shoulder, I think I ruined your good shirt
But still, you held me close and kissed my neck and told me all this hurt
Just isn't fair to how we feel and someday, it'd be alright
I'm trying so hard to believe you, but all these leashes are so tight
Feels like a noose around my neck, just pulling harder every day
'Til it drags me off the ground and finally chokes this love away
Ooh
These tear-stained cheeks are gonna smile once again
'Cause it's times like these I remember why all this shit is fuckin' worth it in the end
And, ooh
I'm gonna stitch these severed wings that I now lack
So I can soar away from this empty place and never ever plan on coming back
I know it's been a little while since we've known what this love feels like face to face
But someday, I'm gonna soar away and never once return to this place

[Verse 2: guardin]
Never comin' back again (Back again)
I much rather live in solitary in a cemetery den (Cemetary den)
This weather isn't ever meant for me (Ever meant for me)
All the clouds inside my bedroom remind me why I should leave
Don't bother tryna reach out (Tryna reach out)
Please just speak out (Please just speak out)
Please just run away
Become one with the breeze now (With the breeze now)
Don't forget me when their love is spreading thin (Love is spreading thin)
I'll be stagnant in my castle trying hard to not cave in (Hard to not cave in)
I miss your head on my shoulder (Shoulder)
I'd give anything in seconds just to hold her (Hold her)
But she don't care, and I guess I don't
Fuck feeling numb and fuck growing old
My hopes are high that I'll fix this mess
I'm drunk again, miserable at best
Fuck feeling lost, this shit don't fade
I'm alone in the end, digging my own grave
Digging my own grave, digging my own grave
I'm digging my own grave

[Spoken outro: guardin]
I just, I feel like calling you sometimes
But I, I know you don't answer so
I guess I'll just try tomorrow
I'm sorry, whatever I do, I'm sorry
I love you