In The Distance

As i smoke a spliff i hear construction in the distance
I’m haunted by the girls ive fisted
She made me wear a rubber just to play it safe
I didn't even fuck her cause my dick is chafed
Outbreak, dirty cum drippin out the gape
She put a finger in then wipe it on my face
I’m a fiend for the cream when i eat that creampie
These bitches just feed my addiction
I spread sicknesses
Fuck kids and leave witnesses
Live recklessly i wanna get caught just so you’ll lecture me
Bitch have sex with me i’m disease free
I tell a bitch to lick my ass and eat my feces
I’m a dirty fiend please feed me
Bitch believe me like i’m weezy
It’s not easy to please me
A lot of bitches have tried and failed
It’s not a story i like to tell
I get lonely and don’t like to feel
And when life gets real i’m fearful
Tear up at the end of every year around my birthday
I’m with a girl and it felt weird when she kissed me
I eat her pussy even though i just feel disgusting
Cry afterwards cause nobody loves me
No gf but too much sex
Just act too reckless
Feel so helpless
Feel so restless every second i’m celibate
I act so unintelligent
That’s why i always enter the room with an elephant
Tryina make friends but everyone’s hesitant
But my minds still developin
I know no one that i’m less desperate than
My ex left and
I tend to depend
On a bitch
As a freind
Man after i fuck and get faded
I’ma cry like baby
So lets fuckin get faded
Man i’m tired of the same shit
Man i’m tired of bitches sayin we should be friends
And i hate when they treat me like i’m a real man
Each day i feel like i’m falling off the deep end
My ex girls face still haunts me now and then
Sick of seeing her name, thinkin i should defriend
Man i hate these girls, i hate that i need them
And when i need to smoke i call nabil or sebastien
I’m posted smokin on the blacony of fulton housin
I see the highline in the distance
See the skyline of the city
You feel me?