In the blue

[Intro]
Now I'm lying on the floor again
And I'm thinking that I'm bored of this
Tell me how am I supposed to live?
If I barely feel alive
But they tell me to get over it
And I'm reaching for another sip
Another puff, and I wait for it to hit
Then I feel like I'm alive

[Verse 1]
Boom Boom Boom
3 shots down the hatch
I'll carry a torch
And I'll never look back
I think I should stop
Forgot what I said
I don't think I'll make it
Outta my bed
But I'll carry on
Carry on
Carry on
Try to carry on
Said I'll carry on

While I'm looking at the past me
And I'm sitting in the front seat

Where did I go wrong?
I keep putting all of it
Inside these songs
But it's not enough
Not enough
To keep me floating up
Floating up

I'm such a pessimist
Fuck your entitlement
I'm running from this shit
I know I won't make it
But I gotta grow up
Yeah I gotta grow up

[Bridge]
Still don't know where I gotta go
Need a voice just to let me know
Fuck a voice I can take it slow
I have a road I can follow home

[Hook]
I been stressed
Hella depressed
And I been feeling
It inside my chest
Gotta roll
Fill the hole
It's a void
Swallowing up my soul

'Cause I been stressed
Hella depressed
And I been feeling
It inside my chest
Gotta roll
Fill the hole
It's a void
Swallowing up my soul

[Verse 2]
Running from the rage
Turn another page
I know I can change
If I switch my ways
Now I know where I should go
Playing on my phone
I'll forget about the day
And I missed the rain

Started drowning in my sea
I forgot who I should be
Is it all dream?
(Upside down)
I can't see in front of me
(Please don't frown)
Tell me if I'm doing fine
(You're doing great)
Am I getting outta line?
(It's not that way)

Now I'm sitting in my chair
I'm not asking for a share
I just wanna feel at home