In The Blind

[Verse 1]
Hold the line? Thespianic answers
Abode of time annihilates advances
I redesign, I realign frozen, as in, foetal
Red-shift bathes the hours when it's weakest
Space-gap-space; repeat; release the secrets
I redefine and yet resign my only hope: to feel
And when I phased out the privileged and the purpose
I realised that art can never true be separated
From the frames and the veins
Incumbent carcinoma that should define who I will never be
Sorry

[Chorus]
'Cause this is the new way
Still spinning cycles in my mind
Spinning cycles in the blind
Tryin' to catch me out
(Hold me back, keep me down)
'Cause this is the new way
Still spinning cycles in my mind
So many cycles in the blind
Tryin' to catch me out
Tryin' to catch me out

[Verse 2]
Refluxed detest, integrity I passed on
Take this fuck, rejected on the last one
Drop the weight, accept my fate, and trigger the explosion
I scar lives in neurons; ink on ripped skin
Countermand: the paradigm is shifting
Now keep the faith as illusions break
And we'll show you something real
And when I reach out into event horizons
Will there be light and sound or will it be just me?

[Chorus]
'Cause this is the new way
Still spinning cycles in my mind
Spinning cycles in the blind
Tryin' to catch me out
(Hold me back, keep me down)
'Cause this is the new way
Still spinning cycles in my mind
So many cycles in the blind
Tryin' to catch me out
Tryin' to catch me out

[Spoken]
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And as I step into the unknown I get the sudden realization that everything is strangely familiar
And that I've been carrying this feeling in every moment and every place I've inhabited and existed
And more to the point I feel vindicated in the discovery and feel humbled by the continuation of my chemical anomalie
Because everything around me is not only the creation of an internalized ideal of what I believe to be reality
But is also completely and unbelievably me in every sense of the word
And that I am as much in control of this construct as I am in control of how you feel hearing these words
And all the times I felt confused, angry, safe, offended, contented or anxious are simply moments shared with the rest of creation and they are, in conclusion, the same thing
The only reason reality crushes in on us is we care too much
About the pathetic constructs we've built up around our existence
The rules we've put in place or learnt or we've been manipulated into believing
A singular electron moving in all directions and all times as we watch from our vantage point at the edge of the explosion

[Chorus]
'Cause this is the new way
Still spinning cycles in my mind
Spinning cycles in the blind
Tryin' to catch me out
(Hold me back, keep me down)
'Cause this is the new way
Still spinning cycles in my mind
So many cycles in the blind
Tryin' to catch me out
Tryin' to catch me out