In the Back of My Mind

In the back of my mind
Sometimes I find myself
Sitting alone
With the telephone
These feelings I’ve felt

Out of the depths
I disconnect
I spread love I don’t disrespect
I just dig deep while the ground is wet
And I stay sleep when I’m feeling stress

And i try to keep myself in check
But it gets hard when I can’t connect
Inside
With wires tied
And these tired eyes
I can’t forget

In the back of my mind
Sometimes I find myself
Sitting alone
With the telephone
These feelings I’ve felt

In the back of my mind
Sometimes I find myself
Sitting alone
With the telephone
And my mental health

Mismatched from the jump
She said I do what I want
I said you do what you think you need to
You do this thing where you
Make me feel see-through
And I don’t know how it happens
With no interaction
And with no satisfaction
She said I think I’ll keep you
And now I’m lost in your waves
Thinking of all those days
We got in the way
Of feeling the way that we are

In the back of my mind
Sometimes I find myself
Sitting alone
With these hollow bones

Out of the depths
I rise above
I fall deep when I fall in love
I stand up when the falling’s done
And it feels better when you find the one
And I just hope that my time has come
We ain’t got time like when we was young
It was all different, we was having fun
But life can long when you hold your tongue