​in spite

[Verse 1: Cavasoul]
I got regrets that I can't come to terms with
People I've hurt that now live with the burden
I can't put out all the fires I'm burnin'
I need to know that I'm really a person
I don't know shit about shit
But if I really did
Would I look at my life the same way?
Nobody needs me, I said it before
And I promise the way that I feel never changed
My feelings remain
Emotion is ghosting inside of me
Never in touch with my brain
My anger contained
Betrayed again and again
Must be karma for causing the pain, yeah
I can not get this shit right
Obsessive complusive regrets fill my mind
From A.M. to P.M., I worry 'bout time
And the guilt in my heart gonna stay 'til I die

[Chorus: Cavasoul]
I can't get out, yeah
My hands are tied, uh
I'm feeling a way that I never seen
I'm out of my mind, yeah
You’ll never know, yeah
The root of my soul, uh
I got these problems
But even in spite I'm not living broke
I can't get out, yeah
My hands are tied, uh
I'm feeling a way that I never seen
I'm out of my mind, yeah
You'll never know, yeah
The root of my soul, uh
I got these problems
But even in spite I’m not living broke, yeah

[Verse 2: no.cape]
Not living broke no more
Walk on the ocean floor
Said they all hate my guts
So I ain't gon' waste my trust
All of my shoes got rips
But that's how I like the shit
They live in lies and flex possessions
Say what you want, I'ma stay in my section
Raising my voice like a sermon with passion
Falling in love is a minor distraction
Tryna stay focused, my heartbeat exceeding
Know that I'm lost by the way that I’m speaking
Leaning in frames seeing me falling
I hate this place, burn these walls
Look at this life we take for granted
I feel like I have it all

[Outro: no.cape]
Waters rising, I been faking
Hearts been hiding all this hatred
I can't see my eyes, they're glowing
Call me out once it starts snowing
Yeah, look how worthless my life is
Won't see the sun shining
Once I find my purpose
My songs will be diamonds
Won't see the sun shining
Once I find my purpose