In Shambles

[Intro]
Let me beat it up like Jaegen

[Verse 1]
My life was in shambles
I was down doing them benzos
Shows was getting cancelled
Didn't have no money for the landlord
But I made that rent though, with a little help from my friends though
Shout out to my fans though, they help me keep my mental
I was losing my mojo, had to remind me I was the man though
Damn, the city so loco, they went and took my mans though
I don’t know how to handle, make Ram wanna go Rambo
Go grip a handle and leave him dismantled
I cannot deal with sobriety
Tell me, how do you deal with anxiety?
Filled with pain, tryna gain back my sanity
So insane in my brain, need a remedy

[Chorus]
Fuck it, I'll never be the same
I'ma find a way to be okay
I’ma pray, I'll pray, I'll pray, I'll pray
Take it day by day by day by day
Fuck it, I'll never be the same
I'ma find a way to be okay
I'ma pray, I'll pray, I’ll pray, I’ll pray
Take it day by day by day by day

[Verse 2]
I don't give a fuck about what they say
Move, get up out of my way
Fuck up out of my face
Stacking these chips like Lays
No slacking, I can’t be lazy
I was going craze (Cuckoo)
Now my pockets crazy
I was down and it was just a phase
I'll never let nothing phase me and take it day by day
Now I get paid like daily, fuck a minimum wage
Never going back to the ways
Never going back to the days
Really don't matter where I go, no, as long as I get paid
Only thing I think I like better than cheddar is getting laid
They say when you gettin' one, the other getting away
But I just got me both and told the next thing andalé
And they saying that I changed but really they just stayed the same

[Chorus]
Fuck it, I’ll never be the same
I'ma find a way to be okay
I'ma pray, I'll pray, I'll pray, I'll pray
Take it day by day by day by day
Fuck it, I'll never be the same
I'ma find a way to be okay
I'ma pray, I'll pray, I'll pray, I'll pray
Take it day by day by day by day