In Search of/the New Numb

[In Search of: CoaastGxd]
I bury my pain
Its wandering aimlessly somewhere inside of my liver, heart and brain. yuh
I carry my chains
If life has no meaning than why the fuck do I do this every day? yuh

Yung Reaper go where the dead go
Hung long so she couldn't gimme head tho
Dead bitch dont give head give skull
Said "switchblade?" she said more Coaast
Blood on the floor from the blade
My vision is starting to fade into nothingness
There is no stopping becoming this...

[The New Numb: King Coaast]
Monsters are under my bed
Waiting for something to smother my suffering
Numb but I'd rather be dead

Barrel pressed into my skull
All of me outta control
Lucifer telling me no
YUH

I took a sip of the cyanide
Dip and then try and hide
I might get high and then die inside
Wondering why I'm alive if I'm trynna die
Too many pussys to paralyze
Too many fucbois to euthanize
Ima be fighting goliath
A violent pariah
Right up to the day that I'm crucified
Pray that you and I do not collide
Nephilim Coaast...you do not survive