In Pieces

I Cut myself again in the same old place
I never thought it'd be that way
I wish I was ok and I could smile again
Its hard to pretend when you want to cry out loud

Why do I keep going back to a place
That leaves me in pieces just wasting away
I'm laying here scattered, my hearts on the floor
And waiting for someone to break it some more
You can't always want it in you own way
I'm amazed that I've lasted until this day
I can't feel my body
Just heartache and pain
Helpless I just lay here I stare at the frame

It takes a long time
To heal a broken heart
How long will I last?
Well I can't believe I've gone this far

When I've thought about it I could never give in
The first night I questioned this, just makes me dead

Why do I keep going back to a place
That leaves me in pieces just wasting away
I'm laying here scattered, my hearts on the floor
And waiting for someone to break it some more
You can't always want it in you own way
I'm amazed that I've lasted until this day
I can't feel my body
Just heartache and pain
Helpless I just lay here I stare at the frame