In My Room

In my room
I hear sounds
They want me to be found
It just feels like the last drops are getting sucked out of me
I would die to finish this, but I don't even - get the chance
It is time to give it up
And to give in to life-long depression
I was supposed to be what I am
But it's all over now
Too late to start again
I have to learn
To live again
As something new, something new
I was programmed to destroy
And the dark side has no food anymore
In my room
I hear no sound
'cause I'm lost
Can not be found
The bright side seems so superficial and emptyness surrounds me
I wanna run and jump
I wanna run and jump, I wanna run jump...Don't catch me
I wish I could, do something else, something else
Than being me
It’s time to die
Slow and painless
In my room
I hear no sound
'cause I'm lost
Cannot be found, 'cause I'm lost, cannot be found