In My Mind

[Intro]
*Coughing*
Underestimated that’s been stated for my -- uh
Underestimated that’s been stated for my – uh
Underestimated devast--
Battling
Battling
Yuh

[Verse 1]
Underestimated that’s been stated for my whole life
Now I’m educated, predicated for a co-sign
Low life faded in the dark don’t I pour right
Low light but you know my heart don’t I sow right
Renegotiating all my rates
I been taking trips more out of state
I been feeling at a higher place
Why you acting like I never could evolve
You seen the traits
You can never really understand
I been talking less to all my friends
I been contemplating what’s a sin
Having conversations with the pen right beside me
I don’t really know where I’ma end how I’m sounding
Will I ever lose? Well it depends who around me
Gotta take my time with the quotes right (quotes quotes)
Gotta live my life from what I wrote right (what I wrote right)
I don’t got no patience to be polite (polite)
I don’t got no patience for the police (brr brr)
Four deep riding in that Buick playing ‘Holy’
Closer to my dreams with the homies
You can’t comprehend what you could owe me
Sacrifice and I can’t live it twice I know it’s for me
Still might bust a right to get a light
They got the OG, battling
Same old problems from back then
We just keep falling back in
No I can’t change what just happened
Had to let go of my last chick
Always gotta learn from the past then
Always gotta learn never past tense
I bury demons in caskets
I bury demons in caskets
I bury demons in caskets

[Second Half]
Yuh
Switch it up
Oh my god (Oh my god)
Yea

[Verse 2]
Thoughts of a fallacy, I’m from the city where few recognize the great
I can’t go back to them chances I wouldn’t take
I can’t relax I relapse from them troubled days
My escape cause I came from the other side
Do you know what it’s like
They told me think realistic
I ain’t listen but now it can change my life
I never thought of living with regrets
Cause you don’t get a second time I sever threats
Not impressed how you live your life, second-guessed
You suppress how you feel inside
I said on ‘REAP’ I need 40K now I made twice that without the rap
But now I need more than mils dollar bills
Cause my family deserve the bag
I deserve the last I deserve the pinnacle with pen and pad
I deserve original it’s in my craft
I invented visions for the world to know
And now the world could blow and know I been advanced
I ain’t leaning but I’m breaking seals
I see demons but my faith is real
I been in my mind a lot but that won’t ever stop
I pivot off Achilles’ Heel
No agreement please don’t think I’m fiending for attention
That’s how artists really feel
Offer leases, I can off ya seats
And they gon miss him thinking that they can’t be killed