In My Mind

[Verse 1]
Uh
Behind close doors I'm everything I wanted to be and still more
It's such as shame
Man its a real fucking shame
I'm looking to the world through the windowpane
But ain't nobody in this world could understand my pain
Cause what I lived through nobody could've done the same
But loneliness thats in my mind
I try to socialize but in this women I reside
Can no one understand what's been going in my mind
Yeah thats why I distance myself away
Cause these four walls are my escape
Cause in my room is where I will stay today

[Verse 2]
I been in my mind
I been in my zone
Imma loose control as the days get old
And the shades don't close
And the rain so strong that it start to burn holes through the fabric of my soul
Relapse relapse
Trying to get back get back
To when I was fourteen slapping three stacks
When I was sixteen trying to get my melode back
This music give me purpose wish my family could see that
Sitting in my room mostly hungry for succession
Trying to be the best
Killing whoever contest it
Trying to [?]
Theres nobody I could sweat with
Who I'm neck to neck with
When I recollect I see
Sitting on the floor trying to find my purpose
Writing poems like oh my is it even worth it
Buying jordan cause I don't know if I deserve it
Curving as a verb trying to make this fucking verses
Poster on my wall [?] staring at me
Frank told me fuck the oops
Make yourself happy
Chance told me stay persistent
Never let them catch me (Will they ever catch me? Hope they never catch me)

[Verse 3]
Hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah
Hallelujah I'm free
That's a [?]
Put myself in a box and it blew up
Think I'm better all alone then I grew up
Like the ocean like the middle of the sea
All alone is just for me
Can ya'll get away from me
[?] coming in soon

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I been in my mind
I been trying to hide
I ain't going outside
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I been in my mind
I been trying to hide
I ain't going outside
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