In My Heart

The heaviness of my heart seems a burden to me
Whatever they preach
I have to look for people like me
And so I have to join the wrong
Unmindful of virtue
I am eager for the pleasure of love more than for salvation
I am seized by desire but
I have to keep the darkness night hidden
In the depth of my heart
It's the most bitter fate
Fate is against me
In love and virtue

I am heartened by my promise
I am downcast by my refusal

There is nothing I need from anyone
Expect love and respect
And anyone who can't give me those two things
Has no place in my life
Be sure before I'll finish

I intend to celebrate this hell
I am involved in

There is nothing I need from anyone
Expect love and respect
And anyone who can't give me those two things
Has no place in my life
Be sure before I'll finish
I intend to celebrate this hell
I am involved in