In My Head

Gucci, Louis, Fendi
Won't help me heal
Cause without you
I'm just empty
Swimming in tears
Baby, ever since you left me
I been so lonely
And this pain been hitting heavy
I'm always
Gucci, Louis, Fendi
Won't help me heal
Cause without you
I'm just empty
(Yeah)
Swimming in tears
Baby, ever since you left me
(Ever since you left me)
I been so lonely
And this pain been hitting heavy
(Aye, yeah)

All this Gucci, Louis, Fendi
Never changing how we left things
Scrolling through your feed on Instagram
Your pics pull heartstrings
Just because it still stings
Doesn’t mean I can’t forget you
Trust I try to often
My choice not to is the issue
Yeah
Fuck, bloodshot eyes
It’s 3am
I’m drunk as fuck
I draft a couple texts
But none be worded well enough
The hangover the next day
Got me feeling hella rough
But my plane be boarding shortly
Find it hard to keep in touch
F-R-E-E
Time with me was non-existent
Chose to chase the wrong things
Know my love was inconsistent
Sex, drugs, Rock-n-Roll
No way I could resist it
Love for my career
The only thing that be persistent
Yeah
She said that I’m obsessed
With being wanted
Some textbook narcissism
If we’re both to be quite honest
I never kept it secret
Made it clear
What you’d put up with
Guess it is what it is
I say fuck it

Gucci, Louis, Fendi
Won't help me heal
Cause without you
I'm just empty
(Yeah)
Swimming in tears
Baby, ever since you left me
(I said fuck it)
I been so lonely
And this pain been hitting heavy
(I said it is, what it is)
I'm always
Gucci, Louis, Fendi
Won't help me heal
Cause without you
I'm just empty
Swimming in tears
Baby, ever since you left me
I been so lonely
(Yeah)
And this pain been hitting heavy
(I said, I said)

I said
This pain be hitting heavy
Loved you tons
But that ain’t mean shit
Talked about a future
But together
Never reached it
Sabotaged so perfect
Almost like it was strategic
Thought it out my system
Never thought that I’d repeat it
Uh
Years later
Still repeating things
Said I’d take a knee
On your finger
Place a diamond ring
But the man who promised that
Hurts to say no longer me
Reminiscent hourly
Frequent my debauchery
Uh
Kept your scrapbooks
Priceless turned to worthless
Boxed up in my closest
Hoping that we don’t desert this
Way we left it off
What’s the existential purpose
Lately well aware
Do my best avoiding serpents
Uh, yeah
Temptations in the picture
Was a problem
Started off so pure
Take me back to that first autumn
I tried to fill the void
Really out here chasing commas
Fast cars, girls, money
Never gave me solace

Gucci, Louis, Fendi
Won't help me heal
Cause without you
I’m just empty
Swimming in tears
Baby, ever since you left me
I been so lonely
And this pain been hitting heavy