In My Head

Hook:
Tell me why, I still got you on my mind
Day and night, I need a reason
To forget, that you live without regret
As all in my head, its not that easy

Verse 1:
Yea
Lately I've been living in my head
Every day I just want to stay in my bed
Wake up, dreading to start my day
Wondering when ill start to feel okay
You left and my days became dark and gray
Remembering all the things you'd say
Wondering when I lost my way
I hate myself but I can't ever show it
It isn't something ill ever admit
You think you know yourself till you look in the mirror
The reflection looking back couldn't be any less clearer
On the outside you can look tough
But travel to the inside and see that you actually look rough
Wonder haven't I been through enough
The expression on the outside contradicts
Because They don't know the weight on your shoulders
Feels like the weight of a thousand bricks
Always wondering if I was enough
Asking myself if ill ever be enough
Wondering if its worth it to keep trying
Or will it always end up with me crying
You left me with so many questions
I feel like I hate you, but I wish you could

Hook:
Tell me why, I still got you on my mind
Day and night, I need a reason
To forget, that you live without regret
As all in my head, its not that easy

Yea
Sometimes I wish I could just forget
But I know there's a lot that I regret
Go a few days not feeling upset
But then I regress back into a mess
Wondering if ill ever stop feeling less
I hope you know this all because of you
I felt good until the day you said were through
It hurts knowing you already found someone new
Still, I know no one can love you like I do
Remember the time I tried to leave?
And you said that's something you forbid
I stuck with you even through the worst
Remember the days when you'd come to me first
Those were the days where u felt the worst
I was always there for you, I always cared for you
Now tell me why you gave up on us
That's something I want to discuss
You threw and left me in the dirt
Left me with all of this hurt
Because of you I don't know who to trust
I don't know if ill ever be able to adjust
I hate the fact that no one can

Hook:
Tell me why, I still got you on my mind
Day and night, I need a reason
To forget, that you live without regret
As all in my head, its not that easy