Hate that I feel this
Trembling for no reason
Cut myself off so nobody's able to see it
Sanity's what I'm seeking
Too bad I'll never keep it
Run all I want but I can't hide from these demons
Fight my throat from closing up on me
Deprived of oxygen, it's getting pretty hard to breathe
Suffocate while I wait to meet my destiny
Contemplate if it's worth living in misery
Stomach tied up in knots
From swallowing my thoughts
Can't seem to make them stop
I'm trapped in my head
Frayed wires in my brain
Chewed up since I was named
There's no winning this game
It's all in my head
Jaw clenched while I sleep
Dreamt I lost all of my teeth
Grind them away as I wake to my racing heartbeat
Guess it's just part of me
Not to discern reality
Let my fixations take over and get the best of me
Fight invasive thoughts out of my mind
Delusions digging away that never know when to draw the line
All this fake shit I blame for killing all my time
What a waste of a life I've got to claim as mine
Stomach tied up in knots
From swallowing my thoughts
Can't seem to make them stop
I'm trapped in my head
Frayed wires in my brain
Chewed up since I was named
There's no winning this game
It's all in my head
In My Head was written by Cairn.
In My Head was produced by Cairn.
Cairn released In My Head on Thu Oct 27 2022.