In My Gut

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah (I'm in this bitch with Clayco)
Yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
Where were you when I needed you most, you left me to fall off and to fall back
Where were you when all of that shit would go on, need you real bad
When I needed you most you was gone
Ain't counting on nobody, cause, they all lag
And I'm still giving right at my last
Don't try and say I fell back
Cause, I'm doing everything they said I couldn't do
Break through that shit, how it feel to you
Ain't know what it's like to feel this bad
All a sudden, I couldn't move
Ain't giving you nothing, cause, I ain't got none
I'm sorry if I ever promised you
And the wall too tall, I couldn't jump out the door
I can't even follow you

[Verse 1]
Huh, and I passed through all that shit
Say you feeling me, but you do me wrong, so what's that, bitch
Said you wanna leave me, but, I don't care, I got options for a bitch
I'm not stuck up on no one
But, you watch me and stalk my shit
Don't go near the people that I used to know
This shit's too heavy for my heart now
My head keeps spinning, my body is froze
Don't even know if I could speak out
I don't even know what this conversation about
It's like you don't even know what you wanna do, so don't act out
Do what you feel best, follow your heart
And I know they can tear you apart
Don't fall back when this shit get hard
I went through shit and I walked out scarred
This shit not easy, I learned that it all get hard
I learned that lesson from my experience
I tried, I didn't get far
So I got back up, ain't one that's fearing this
I ain't gave up at all
When I got cut, I wasn't hiding none
Ain't care that I ain't blow up at all
Feel it in my gut, I'm someone
I don't show none, I like to be hidden, I don't pick up my phone much
But, Ima show you some
Don't get in my head, you just gotta show up

[Chorus]
Where were you when I needed you most, you left me to fall off and to fall back
Where were you when all of that shit would go on, need you real bad
When I needed you most you was gone
Ain't counting on nobody, cause, they all lag
And I'm still giving right at my last
Don't try and say I fell back
Cause, I'm doing everything they said I couldn't do
Break through that shit, how it feel to you
Ain't know what it's like to feel this bad
All a sudden, I couldn't move
Ain't giving you nothing, cause, I ain't got none
I'm sorry if I ever promised you
And the wall too tall, I couldn't jump out the door
I can't even follow you

[Verse 2]
Don't want nobody holding me back
I'm alone when I'm doing it best
All of this going on with no rest
I ain't study for none of your tests
You got my breath, it's right in my chest
I can't remember the way that we met
But I know just where you found me
I was stuck inside my head
Don't know what to do when it go fall apart
Feel like my life, it's gotten so broken down
And I'm wearing that shit that's torn apart
It's a part of me, you can't take it out
Good luck finding me outside when I know nobody, I stay in house
It's a good life when it's not feeling hard
But, it's every second that I'm freaking out

[Chorus]
Where were you when I needed you most, you left me to fall off and to fall back
Where were you when all of that shit would go on, need you real bad
When I needed you most you was gone
Ain't counting on nobody, cause, they all lag
And I'm still giving right at my last
Don't try and say I fell back
Cause, I'm doing everything they said I couldn't do
Break through that shit, how it feel to you
Ain't know what it's like to feel this bad
All a sudden, I couldn't move
Ain't giving you nothing, cause, I ain't got none
I'm sorry if I ever promised you
And the wall too tall, I couldn't jump out the door
I can't even follow you

[Outro]
I'm in this bitch with Clayco