In My Feelings

[Intro]
(JD on the track)
Uh, I can't even lie
Lately, I ain't really been myself
I'm on Mars right now
Woah, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, I
Woah, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, I
Look

[Chorus]
Looked at a picture of Ralphy like, "Damn, I really miss him"
Ran up my money, but still ain't happy, like, what I'm missing?
I guess they blinded by the diamonds, the fame, and the millions
Crossed by the ones I called my spouses, crossed out the family picture
Heart hurts so much, I can't explain the feeling
Yeah, who would ever knew he'd been in project buildings?
What happened to keep it a thousand? I keep it a billion
I'll damn near take you to three houses, don't makе me a real one

[Verse 1]
I sip cough syrup to еase the problems and pain that I'm feeling
All out the roof of that Impala, like, "Father, forgive me"
Due to the fact 'bout my lil' partner, thirty clips gets emptied
All on my own, I ain't had no father, only in the fifth grade
Adopted as a child, Miss Stephanie style, she'll be the one to take a Xan'
I wasn't even old enough for to leave the house to go hang with my friends
Next thing you know it, before I leave the house, I gotta tuck my FN
Started kicking doors, I had to take the streeter route to help granddad meet ends
Clutching on them poles, it was me and Leeky and them trying to load up to spin
Sentenced two years up the road by the judge for all them breaking and enterings
I was in a holding cell, stupid cold, just me, my matt, pad, and pen
You was on the basketball court when I was writing flows in juvenile pen
Started smoking 'Ports soon as they done let me out in 2016
I went to sleep in dope boy Reeboks, then had a dope boy dream
What's the chances you make it out? You might get knocked at eighteen
Either rich or poor, that shit's for sure, my feelings still be the same

[Chorus]
Looked at a picture of Ralphy like, "Damn, I really miss him"
Ran up my money, but still ain't happy, like, what I'm missing?
I guess they blinded by the diamonds, the fame, and the millions
Crossed by the ones I called my spouses, crossed out the family picture
Heart hurts so much, I can't explain the feeling
Yeah, who would ever knew he'd been in project buildings?
What happened to keep it a thousand? I keep it a billion
I'll damn near take you to three houses, don't make me a real one

[Verse 2]
And I say I know
It'll be the people sitting right close
Tell me where you was, it was me and Luwop in that crossfire
People change up for no reason, that's how life goes
Different disagreements, same old side though
Know it hurt Dre heart when he seen Shari on the obituary
Seems like the one say they love me really hate that I made it
I really came from the muddy mud of the muddy, yes
Pour up a cup of that bubbly, go sit by Roddy, yeah
Past life I lived not oh-so marvelous
Made it through the storm and I know they hate, that shit so obvious
My heart so torn, do anything to see my grandma face, yeah
Tell me where you was, it was me and Luwop in that foster place
I swear last night I went to sleep inside some dope boy Reeboks
This little woadie in the trenches having dope boy dreams
Ayy, can't forget to mention that lil' homie took the C-R-I-P route
My heart got broken and stolen and shattered all in one day
Compare my past to today

[Chorus]
Looked at a picture of Ralphy like, "Damn, I really miss him"
Ran up my money, but still ain't happy, like, what I'm missing?
I guess they blinded by the diamonds, the fame, and the millions
Crossed by the ones I called my spouses, crossed out the family picture
Heart hurts so much, I can't explain the feeling
Yeah, who would ever knew he'd been in project buildings?
What happened to keep it a thousand? I keep it a billion
I'll damn near take you to three houses, don't make me a real one