IN LOVING MEMORY

I love going to amusement parks when I'm with you
Cherish every moment of the lows and highs
'Cause I know it'll be worth it when we drive into the sunset
When you lay your hand on my thigh, I swear sometimes that I can see God
And I never thought he'd feel so warm

If this heaven, you gotta tell me
So I can never ever ever not remember
There comes a time when the boy next door
He's just a man in a house alone
Don't leave me lonely, I may be younger
But we're getting older
Time is fleeting

I'm saying goodbye to house and the kids
I'm on the next cloud out the city I'm going are you with me
Gotta find some peace of mind gotta call my mom
'Cuz you know she say we in the end times
So peace and blessings to the niggas that curve me
Manifesting, knowing that I am worthy
Desperation, no you cannot live here
If you leave me I'll be out of options
I'll start a new life maybe on the west coast
Only sunshine from now on

I'm a big boy now turn my sadness to depression
Live a life full of pain and wouldn't learn a single lesson
If I sing with all my might would you hear my heart's cry
'Cause I just wanna be in love with you
(Don't leave me lonely when Jesus is coming)
Time is fleeting

I'm a big girl now turn my sadness to depression
Insecure and in denial and would not learn a single lesson
If I sing with all my might would you open up your eyes
'Cause I just wanna be in love with you
Creep through your window and sing you a lullaby
You're under my spell

I'm so in love, I'm not sure why I can sleep unless I dream of him