In Deed in My Dreams

AS I LAY ME DOWN TO SLEEP 
SECRETS END ME 
SYSTEMS SHUT WITH EASE
I HATE DEPENDING
CALL THE THERAPIST YOU KNOW I NEED RELIEF
MY SANITY LAPSING
I ALWAYS FELT HAPPINESS INDEED IN DREAMS

IN DEED IN MY DREAMS
IN DEED IN MY DREAMS

HOL UP
I NEED SOME WATER
THESE SINS INHERITED FROM MY FATHER
I KNOW I’M NOT A BOTHER
HOL UP
FEED THE FLAME
HOL UP
FUCK MY BRAIN
HOL UP
MY THOUGHTS DERANGED
HOL UP
I NEED SOME STRAINS
GOTTA STAY IN MY LANE
DECONSTRUCT MYSELF WITH SOUNDS
I’M ON SURROUND
MY THOUGHTS IS LOUD
GOTTA WATCH THE THRONE
AND PROTECT THE CROWN
IT’S MINE FOR THE TAKING
YOU WERE SO GOOD AT PRETENDING
YOU WERE SO GOOD AT YOUR FAKING
LATELY I’VE BEEN BEFRIENDING
DEMONS IN MY DREAMS
I CAN'T KEEP BETRAYING EVERYONE AROUND ME
OR HATING ME DAILY
IT’S NOT HOW IT SEEMS
THROUGH THE SCREEN
PLEASE