In Animated Comatose

Am i there yet? have i hit the nail on the head? i can never tell if i did. people get reactive. why am i so passive? is that even attractive? maybe i'm the glue and you're the rubber. at least i think i'm held together. my problems are so massive. i try to keep them smothered. for everybody else's sake. unconsciousness is the closest i can get to being fake. i'll treat you how you treat me. but i am not awake. pull the plug. i'll kill it with the drug. i don't even own a rug to sweep underneath. seems like everybody wants to keep me under feet. step on me and sink. i'm not what you think. that was a mistake. you're only to blame. i'd never even be able to give you the time of day. only you made it a thing. low delusion shame. shame. shame. shame. can't meet me to my face. might recognize your place. cause i still show the same. nothing worth the change