​imsorryimlikethis

I can't see a future for myself
I've been left high strung on a shelf
How can I live with myself at night
Knowing I've been wasting my whole life?

So what's one more year gone?
I've been unraveled, I've been undone
I'm not sure if I'll live to see New Year's come

Words can only fail
Fears gone beyond the pale
I told you I was fine, and I lied
But I want you to know that I tried

I'm not sure if I warranted a life
Just give me a pill or your sharpest knives
And I'll make my exit by tonight

But I'm still around
Under streetlights of my homеtown
I'd just walk into the Sound but
God, please don't lеt me drown

Whole life been shrouded in fear
Angel of Death always been near
Rearing that ugly head
Please be cautious and don't wake the dead

'Cause I told you they got angels right near me
Hope that grows, you can give it to the city
All my despair has cost me dearly

When I told you I owe a debt
I only just borrowed my sense of self
Being honest, I'm scared of death
But I'll keep winning as long as I draw breath