Imposter Syndrome

Looked in the mirror today
It’s been months since I’ve seen my face
Yea cause I always tend to dissociate

All of my problems get in my way
It’s a thing that I create
So I’ll never face
Everything inside me

I don’t know what I'm doing here
It’s like I don’t belong
Sit back and watch me disappear
This life has got me lost

Cause it’s raining in my mind all the time
And I’d rather sit inside
And think about the things I hate
So put it off another day, you were going to anyway
Can always fuck it up tomorrow

So watch me disappear Away from here
Lost in the hazе

Wasted another year, and I fеar
I’ve destroyed every single day

What’s the point of growing up
When I’m constantly out to lunch?
Afraid to face the fact that
Time won’t wait for
Won’t wait for me

I don’t know what I”m doing here
It’s like I don’t belong
Sit back and watch me disappear

Count the bombs before they blow
3, 2, 1 now I'll explode
Afraid to face the fact that, time won't wait for me

I don’t know what I'm doing here
It’s like I don’t belong
Sit back and watch me disappear

Cause I locked up my convictions and threw away the key
And I don’t give a shit anyone or anything

And I’m drowning in reluctance And I can’t seem to breathe
I’m smothered in a sea of apathy

Spending my life staring out a window
Inside my mind, guess I’ll keep my mouth closed