Imposter

[Verse One]
I think I'm an invalid
Disfigured and broke
And everyone's laughing yet I still
Can't figure out the joke
Their praises of pity
Given with hidden laughs
With hopes that I'll find something else
'Cause with this I don't have a knack

[Verse Two]
I solemn give into it
But I always feel guilt
Oh they'll write an apology
On my tomb when it's finally built
Hands grab relentlessly
At my sleeping chest
To tear out my weakened heart
But I'm trying my best

[Verse Three]
Stop holding my hand
Stop patting my head
Oh your words are empty
I'd rather you saved your breath
I'm in constant fear
Someone'll come by
And tell me just to go home
This endeavour wasn't
Worth the try

[Verse Four]
Pull apart my bones
I'm intertwined
With this dream that I have
Oh, my fraudulent life
That I'll never live but
It'd kill me not to give it a try