​impaled

[Intro: dylan lotus]
I been through too much
Tryna do too much
Feel my world just decay as I'm growing up
Spirals swirling away, brain is blowing up
Tryna hurl all my pain, I been throwing up

[Pre-Chorus: dylan lotus]
I just been too fucked up to remember
The times I gave soul back up for the devil
I take a couple puffs, I'm not more than a vessel
I'm thinkin' way too much, I'll just go fuckin' mental

[Chorus: dylan lotus]
I just wanna be me again
Chemicals that I'm breathing in
Blowing problems out through the smoke
Just an inhale and exhale
I'm nothing more than a joke
Stab my heart, that shits impaled
My words stuck in my throat
Trying so hard to get them
I just wanna be me again
Chemicals that I'm breathing in
Blowing problems out through the smoke
Just an inhale and exhale
I'm nothing morе than a joke
Stab my heart, that shits impaled
My words stuck in my throat
Trying so hard to gеt them

[Verse: byekento]
And I been tryna find my way back
If you really love me
Why the fuck ain't you just say that
I know I'm still caught up in my head
I can't escape yet, chase a pay check
Still alive, but I'm looking for my fucking grave damn
And I know that it's still gon' be the fucking same
I know I won't ever change
I know I'm the bad guy
So I stay inside my lane
Fuck no I ain't reaching out
But I still wish they heard me now
I know that I let 'em down
It's all my fault so I stay alone
Never had a place to go
Never had a place like home
Always somewhere dosing off
I could never let it show
Nothing, but a sacrifice
Know it's all inside my mind
All this time to figure me out

[Chorus: dylan lotus]
I just wanna be me again
Chemicals that I'm breathing in
Blowing problems out through the smoke
Just an inhale and exhale
I'm nothing more than a joke
Stab my heart, that shits impaled
My words stuck in my throat
Trying so hard to get them
I just wanna be me again
Chemicals that I'm breathing in
Blowing problems out through the smoke
Just an inhale and exhale
I'm nothing more than a joke
Stab my heart, that shits impaled
My words stuck in my throat
Trying so hard to get them (T-Them)