Immortal

I used to want to live forever, want to be immortal
I don't know whether I'm alive, used to be immortal
I used to want to live forever, want to be immortal
I don't know whether I'm alive, want to be immortal

Go! Go! Go! Go!
Yeah!

Took ten shots, now I'm halfway dead
Looking at my phone, I forgot what I said
Shoulda went home, shoulda fuckin went to bed
Didn't wanna be alone, so I had to do the most, yeah
Now I'm up and he offering me a mimosa
Shoulda said no, but instead I did a toast, yeah
I'm barely alive and I'm feeling like a ghost, yeah
I can't find my keys, or my shoes or my clothes, yeah
Think I got a problem and I don't know what to call it
Go into the living room and then I find my wallet
No one ever wanna call themselves an alcoholic
I look over at my phone, I saw my therapist is calling, aw, shit
I don't know if I should answer it
To be honest, I just took a hit and then another sip
I'm the shit, sometimes I feel like a piece of shit
I'm legit though and I'm feeling very fortunate like
What the hell am I supposed to act like?
I ain't really ever had a guideline, I put my emotions to the sideline When I put my lips up to that white wine
White lines, white boys wasting my time like

Go, mothafucka! Shit, go, mothafucka!
Go, mothafucka! Shit, go, go! Oh, shit, like

I keep on repeating the cycle
I just wanna stand tall like the Eiffel
Got a knife in my hand like a psycho
I'm about to pop off like a rifle
God damn, it's a metaphor, chill, whore
What you think that I do shit like this for?
If you don't like it, you can just ignore me
Swear to god all you squares so corny, yeah

You can't sit with us because you boring! Yeah!
I don't give a fuck, it's apparent
I know you a opp, you be runnin to ya parents
I be at the top, all that other shit on clearance
Yeah!
Why they all actin so scary?
Maybe it's because I am a pimp and a fairy, yeah
Maybe I'm about to break hell
Maybe I'm an angel, maybe I'm immortal