Im_unhappy

Finding what's hard
Finding what's changed
Findin' the muhfuckin' source of this pain
Findin' that nothing is quite all the same
Findin' that there's no one else here to blame

Don't go to school
Don't go to church
Don't end up findin' me somethin' that works
Don't go 'round thinkin' that it can't get worse
Don't find mo' meaning to fill up this verse

Nothin' to feel
Nothin' emotes
Nothin' that tells me there's no need to mope
Nothin' that tells me that I'm not a clone
Nothin' that tells me that I'm not alone

Fleein' from life
Fleein' from death
Fleein' from all of the things I have left
Fleein' from all of the hurt in my chest
Fleein' from all of the things I can't vent

Can't tell what's real
Can't tell what's fake
Can't tell how much more my body can take
Can't tell which action was the worst mistake
Can't tell how much before I start to break

Feel outta place
Feel outta heart
Feel as if what I create; it's not art
Feel as if I cannot get a fresh start
Feel as if everythin's fallin' apart

"I'm feelin' great"
"I'm feelin' good"
I'm feelin' like I am not understood
I'm feelin' like I did all that I could
I'm feelin' like I did all that you would

How did it change?
How do I blend?
How the fuck are my best friends still my friends?
How much of my life did I just now spend?
How do I realize that this is the end?