​im sorry

[Verse]
And I could say I love you but that sounds like it's a lie
And my life is nothing but mistakes, I wish that I knew why
A-And I know it's real because the way I wanna die
I just popped some pills, now I'm crying while I'm high
I never wanted to hurt you, I wasn't even close to [?]
Compare to you, it's all so worthless
Life without you, what's the purpose?
I've given her all, you're perfect and I'm not
I don't deserve it, don't deserve your love at all
I could say sorry but I sound so fucking dumb
I guess I've got a habit of fucking everything up
It's all a bad dream, it'll end when I wake up
If I could take it all back, promise that I would
If I'm not with you, don't want to be here at all
It's probably not logical but I don't care at all
A part of me really hopes you hear this song
'Cause maybe then you'll understand what I want
A-And it's you
I wish there was some way to get through
T-T-To you
Fuck