​im so sick of this (bb remix)

[Intro: thebreathingbackwards]
Yeah

[Pre-Chorus: guccihighwaters]
What's wrong or what's right?
I'm 'bouta take a flight like should I say goodbye?
Fuck that I'ma hold onto my pride
Momma raised a soldier so I can't afford to cry
Lookin' back I see the knife in my back now
Lookin' at life wishing I was in the background
Lookin' back I see my future in the past now
90 in the whip like should I crash now

[Chorus: guccihighwaters]
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait why you always high when you call me?
Why'd you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait why you always high when you call me?
Why'd you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

[Verse 1: thebreakingbackwards]
I'm sorry that I don't call back
But I'm sick of panic attacks
I know too well how I'd react
So I'll just paint a smile on my back

Don't hit me up
Don't dare to try to call my bluff
I stay inside when I erupt
Don't ask, you know it's fucking tough

And here it goes
Fire up that airplane mode
Feeling time, it starts to slow
Forgetting what I know

Morgn loves those rainy days
Honestly I feel the same
Like tommy guns on window panes
It almost calms my fucking brain
Oh those rainy days, yeah they remain
I'm breaking window panes to calm my fucking brain

[Chorus: guccihighwaters]
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait why you always high when you call me?
Why'd you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait why you always high when you call me?
Why'd you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

[Verse 2: thebreakingbackwards]
I'm sorry that I missed your text
But you know by now I ain't feeling my best
Lay in my bed but not getting no rest
And every day I'm a little more stressed
Roll around, out of place now
On the defense like I'm face down
Memories that I replace, how
They come back around from the background
So I hide
Barely alive
Broken inside with the watery eyes
Fuddling fucker with no hope to find any answer
To all of the pain in my mind

I'm 'bout to quit
So run away quick
Don't wanna burden you with all my shit
But every morning I wake up alone is a constant reminder that life is a bitch, fucking sick

[Chorus: guccihighwaters]
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait why you always high when you call me?
Why'd you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait why you always high when you call me?
Why'd you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

I'm so sick (so sick, so sick)

[Outro: guccihighwaters]
Reach out just to waste my time
It's the young waste of space
With his headphones on
Call me when you need me baby
But I know I'm the last resort
You said that you love me
How the fuck could you just love a ghost?
You said that you love me baby
I said we are not that close